INTRODUCE YOURSELF
HELLO EVERYONE , MY NAME IS ESHAANVI KAR , 18 YEARS OLD , A LOVING LADY WITH AUTISM SPECTRUM DISORDER . I STUDY INh DEEPIKA SPECIAL SCHOOL , SHANKARPURAM , BANGLORE . OUR PRINCIPAL‘S NAME IS SITA KRISHNAMURTHY MA’AM . WE LEARN YOGA, MUSIC, DANCE, ART N CRAFT , GROSS MOTOR , FINE MOTOR , ART BASED TERAPY , OCCUPATIONAL AND SPEECH THERAPY . I GO TO ROSELY MA’AM’S HOUSE , ROSELY JOSEPH . DEVELOPMENT DISORDER AND AUTISM I HAVE BOTH . SO ROSELY MA’AM ALSO TEACHES ME MANY THINGS. I AM BEING TREATED UNDER DOCTOR SUHAS CHANDRAN AT ST. JOHN’S HOSPITAL, BANGLORE . I LIKE DOCTOR SUHAS SO MUCH BECAUSE HE IS SOFT HEARTED AND KIND . ALSO HE UNDERSTANDS PEOPLE LIKE ME , VERY WELL!
WHEN DID YOU COME TO KNOW THAT YOU HAVE AUTISM ? DO YOU REMEMBER?
NO I DID NOT KNOW THAT I AM A PERSON WITH AUTISM BUT I COULD FEEL THAT I AM DIFFERENT NOT THE WAY PEOPLE USUALLY ARE ! I THINK DIFFERENT , MY LIFESTYLE IS DIFFERENT , ME AND MY MOTHER , THAT IS MY FAMILY. MY FATHER STAYS SEPERATE NOT WITH US. SO ON THAT POINT OF VIEW MY LIFE IS DIFFERENT.
ME AND MANJULA , MY MOTHER , WE DEPEND ON EACH OTHER , ANGRY WITH EACH OTHER AND SMILE TOGETHER . MY DISABILITY IS ALL ABOUT MY POOR COMMUNICATION AND SOCIALISATION , MY BEHAVIOUR WAS HITTING MYSELF AND OTHERS . THE COMMUNICATION WITH OTHERS ARE NOT PROPER , ALSO NOT SUFFICIENT, I SHOULD SAY. I AM NOT ABLE TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE’S MIND AND THEIR EMOTION . THERE IS A GAP , CAN NOT DEAL WITH THAT. MANJULA SAYS SHE WILL HELP ME. GOING WITH THE BELIEF AND HOPE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE PERFECT . I WILL BE PERFECTLY INDEPENDENT IN MY LIFE .
MY FATHER IS HAPPY WITH HIS FAMILY OFCOURSE HE ALSO WANTS ME TO BE INDEPENDENT , HE IS WORRIED AND COMES TO MEET US. MY FATHER IS A GOOD HUMAN BEING. HE IS THE BEST SON TAKES CARE OF HIS PARENTS , THAT I LEARNED FROM HIM TO LOVE AND TAKING CARE OF MY PARENTS. ESHAANVI FINALLY DEVELOPED DPENDING ON HERSELF EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY. BECAUSE I SAW MY MOTHER VERY CLOSELY , SHE IS EXHAUSTED MENTALLY AND PHISYCALLY . I AM FEELING SO BAD FOR HER THOUGH I CANT HELP IT . COZ HER LIFE’S GOAL IS TO EARN MONEY AND TO MAKE ME INPENDENT. I DO NOT KNOW IF I CAN GIVE MY LOVE AND HAPPY MOMENTS TO HER. JOYFUL LIFE , IS THE LIFE SHE WANTS . SOMETHING SHE ENJOYS THAT IS SINGING I WANT HER TO BE HAPPY NOT PERFECT . IF MANJULA IS HAPPY ESHAANVI IS HAPPY.JOYFUL. I ESHAANVI KAR IS TELLING YOU THAT MY MOTHER IS THE BEST MOTHER IN THE WORLD . SHE SACRIFIICES EVERYTHINNG ONLY BECAUSE OF ME . MAY GOD GIVE ME MANJULA AS MY MOTHER OR FATHER ALWAYS WHENEVER HE BRINGS ME IN THIS WORLD. MANJULA IS MY MOTHER AND FATHER BOTH. I FROM BOTTOM OF MY HEART TELLING YOU THAT MANJULA IS VERY MUCH FAVOURITE EVEN TO GOD . VERY CLOSE TO HIM.
ESHAANVI IS VERY HAPPY STAYING WITH MANJULA. I ESHAANVI KAR TAKE A BOW THAT I WILL GIVE A HAPPY AND PEACEFUL LIFE TO MY MOTHER.
I WANT THIS WORLD TO RESPECT MY MOTHER . MY FATHER IS NOT WITH HER DOES NOT MEAN SHE IS NOBODY, SHE IS THE WORLD TO ME.
MANJULA IS A GOOD HUMAN BEING AND CARING AND KIND HEARTED. SHE STRUGGLED A LOT IN EVERY ASPECTS IN HER LIFE. AND EVEN TODAY. I ESHAANVI KAR PROMISE YOU THAT I WILL GIVE MY MOTHER , A GOOD LIFE.
MY FATHER IS A GOOD PERSON . SAPTARSHI , IS CARING AND LOVING ,HE ALSO LOVES ME ALWAYS GETTING WORRIED FOR ESHAANVI. MAY GOD KEEP HIM HEALTHY AND HAPPY. SAPTARSHI IS KIND & JOYFUL PERSON . HE ALWAYS SAYS ESHAANVI IS STAYS IN HIS HEART. I LOVE MY FATHER AS WELL . I MEET SAPTARSHI ONCE HE COMES TO BANGLORE. MY FATHER SAYS I AM THE BEST IN THE WORLD. IT IS TRUE BECAUSE MY MOTHER HERSELF THE WORLD FOR ME AND I AM THE BEST WITHIN.
PUTTING HERE THE OLD CONVERSATION WITH MY MOTHER :
DATE : 15TH FEBRUARY 2026
WHAT IS THE OCCASION TODAY ?
SHIVARATRI ,
WHAT DO WANT TO DO TODAY ON SHIVARATRI ?
ESHAANVI WILL GO TO TEMPLE GIVE BATH TO LORD SHIVA AND EATS LADDOO SHIVA ESHAANVI EATS SWEETS. MANJULA WILL GO WITH ESHAANVI.
HOW DO YOU PERFORM PUJA FOR LORD SHIVA ?
FIRST GIVE BATH WITH POURING WATER, FLOWER ,SWEETS ,FRUITS . I DO PUJA OF LORD SHIVA.
THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD IS UPON ME. MY JESUS HAS ANOINTED ME FILLED ME WITH HIS LOVE AND SET ME FREE.
DATE : 20TH APRIL 2026 MONDAY
ESHAANVI: WILL YOU GIVE ME FIG ?
MANJULA : AGAIN !!!
ESHAANVI : YEAH U GIVE ME TWO FIGS PLEAZ .
MANJULA : OK FINE! I WILL GIVE YOU … FIRST YOU HAVE TO TAKE YOUR SHOWER …
ESHAANVI: OK I ASKED YOU TO HAVE SHOWER IN THE MORNING ONLY BUT YOU TOLD TO TAKE SHOWER AFTER BRREAKFAST . GIVE ME FIG NOW. I WILL EAT FIG AND I WILL TAKE MY SHOWER .
MANJULA : GO AND BRING THE FIG BOX , I WILL GIVE YOU .
ESHAANVI : OK THANK YOU MANJULA
DATE : JUNE 2ND2026 TUESDAY
WHICH EVEVT DID ESHAANVI JOIN ON 30TH 31ST MAY ? PLEASE MENTION THE VENUE ALSO MENTION ABOUT YOUR ROLE FOR THE EVENT .
ESHAANVI HAS JOINED JUNIOR FASHION WEEK EVENT, JFW . ITS A GLOBAL PLATFORM , ON 30TH WE WERE GETTING TRAINED FOR RUNWAY AND COSTUMES WERE GIVEN. ON 31ST MAY ESHAANVI HAD RUNWAY WALK FOR THE BRAND GUCCI GUESS AND SO ON. BUT THE FINAL CALL ON THE STAGE I COULD NOT WALK BECAUSE I WAS HUNGRY AND IRRITATED MANJULA TRIED TO MAKE ESHAANVI WALK BUT EXTREAMLY SORRY FOR NOT DOING THE FINAL WALK. THEY GAVE CERTIFICATE, ESHAANVI IS GREATEFUL. THANKS TO THE TEAM JFW. THE VENUE WAS JW MARRIOT, RICHMOND ROAD. RAHUL ASTHA SRISHTI PRIYAMAAM THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR MY GROOMING. SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE. WISH TO MEET YOU AGAIN I WISH TO WALK AND PARTICIPATE AGAIN. MANJULA LIKES ALL OF YOU TOO.
LOVE N HUG .ESHAANVI .
GREETINGS.
Date : 24th June 2026
Krishna Avatar – Narasimha
The demon king called – Hiranyakasipu his brother was –Hiranyaksha was killed by Vishnu avatar named Varaha .
So hiranyakashipu decided –to kill lord Vishnu
But his son – Prahalada ,five years old was- the devotee of lord Vishnu.
Prahala was thrown –down from high mountain but lord Vishnu protected him from crashing the ground .
Prahalada was put in cave of poisonous snake but the poision had no effect then Hiranyakasipu made him sit in boiling hotoil but oil did not burn him .finally he e was given poison but poison also became nectar . Lord Vishnu came in his Narasimha avatara and killed Hiranyakasipu and protected his devotee Prahalada.
How does Narasimha Avatara look ?
He is the lord with head and paw of lion animal. Hanumana is monkey God .Ganapati is elephant god. Kurma is tortoise god. Varaha is lord with boar head.
DATE:2ND APRIL 2O26 THURSDAY
2nd APRIL IS WORLD AUTISM AWARNESS DAY !
WHO HAS AUTISM HERE ?
ESHAANVI HAS AUTISM . IT IS NOT SICKNESS. DISORDER.
WHAT TYPE OF DISORDER ?
NEURODISORDER
HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THAT YOU ARE A PERSON WITH AUTISM ?
I AM NOT ABLE TO SPEAK MY MIND AND FIND DIFFICULT TO PLAY LIKE OTHERS DO.
TEACHERS AND MANJULA ARE HELPING ME TO OVERCOME AUTISM DISORDERS.
ESHAANVI TAKES MEDICINES SUGGESTED BY DOCTOR SUHAS CHANDRAN AND ESHAANVI IS
COMING OUT OF THE DISORDER.
DOES ESHAANVI WANT TO TELL ANYTHING TO DOC SUHAS CHANDRAN?
I WANT DOCTOR TO HELP ME AND GUIDE ME. BECAUSE HE IS SUPER DOCTOR.
MY LOVE TO YOU DOCTOR. I AM HAVING THE MEDICINES.THANK YOU.
Different Colours of Trees !
Nobody asks why are they different from each other as they are the part of FOREST AND THE NATURE !
Then why to question the MIND OF AUTISM ?
AUTISM IS THE PART OF HUMANITY AND SOCIETY !
SOCIETY HAS UNITY IN DIVERSITY! NOBODY IS JUDGING THE DIFFERENT TREES SO SAME WAY NO ONE SHOULD JUDGE THE MIND OF AUTISM AS BEING COLOURFUL AND DIFFERENT!
ACCEPT ! DO NOT FIX ! HELP EACH OTHER…
DIFFERENT TREES IN ONE NATURE!
DIFFERENT MINDS IN ONE HUMANITY!